I have been avoiding facing His answer.
This summer my husband and I completed our second and third snowflake embryo cycles (donated embies) with our fabulous fertility specialist. I was not so surprised that the second cycle returned a resounding No to our attempt to have our first child (embies #3 & #4). However, I was taken to my knees by the failed third attempt (embies #5, #6 & #7) the whole experience left a bitter residue in my mouth that I can still taste (perhaps I will share more on that later). For know we are trying to find our way to a new plan as we address our grief.